why?

why?
u r being unreasonable...
I just wan to connect with frens...
Anything so wrong bout it?

Thanks to u.
Now I realized how much I hate u

Stupidity

It.s 12a.m.

I'm supposed to be on my bed...

so many thing is buzzling in my head.

I know i shouldnt think of it,

and it's stupid to have such thought to annoy myself...

Why?

Why want to compare?

My Holy Spirit keeps on prompting me "Do NOT Compare"

But my weakest link is still struggling with it...

Oh God, Please grant me the wisdom to know we are created in God image,

and we are unique in His eyes..

Verses to learn today:

2 Corinthians 10:12 (New International Version)
12We do not dare to classify or compare ourselves with some who commend themselves. When they measure themselves by themselves and compare themselves with themselves, they are not wise.

Isaiah 40:18 (New International Version)
18 To whom, then, will you compare God?

What image will you compare him to?

Philippians 3:8 (New International Version)
8What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ

Good Night & God Bless

..便秘..

无可否认, 我有…而且我也不喜欢,
把重重的废物藏在自己的身体, 一点也不好受,
除了对健康不好, 也因为那恼人的小肚肚影响 “视觉” 效果…

其实,自己的性格有时侯像便秘一样,
总爱把怨气&不满往肚子里吞, 很难才能释放出来,
自己最厉害的,就是—忍…
别人对自己的误解—忍;
别人对自己的无情—忍;
遇到不公平的待遇—忍!
等到忍无可忍, 才自己躲起来大哭释放出来…很笨噢?

当然, 就像便秘一样—并不是不想放出来, 或没有地方放出来,
只是, 我也不想把自己的烦恼变成别人的负担,
关心自己的朋友多的是, 我也不愿意让这些关心我的人却变成担心我的人…

很羡慕那些天天流畅的人, 就像某人那样每天 “完美的流畅”,
好等于我也很羡慕那些能大胆摊开一切的人,
佩服他的勇气, 也佩服他的自信…
相比之下,自己的确缺少了勇气, 缺少了自信…

有谁不想天天流畅, 身体健康呢?
又有谁不想大胆地把不满说出来, 而不被他人攻击呢?

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It’s been a while since my last blog post…
During that period, I’ve been going through the complication of “to go for it or to leave it”.
Not saying that I’m completely OK right now, but in fact I’m still the dilemma.
There were lots of disappointments, mainly on myself.

I always believe that God puts me at place for his purpose

There was a time that my faith faded;
There was a time I thought I’m at the wrong place…
There was a time that I started to question God, why?
There was a time that I had a flash of thought of giving up…

I know I’m not giving up to hope for the good one,
I think the reasons I’m still staying at here are my friends and truly the good environment here.

I’ve been told that this is a good place to growth,
but I’m wondering am I at the wrong place to “grow”? why there’s always something or someone to hinder myself to grow?

I have to admit that sometimes I’m a “kia su” person,
I wanted to shine too…
However, the fact is…I always don’t have the opportunity, or I should I do not know how to “grab” the opportunity?

I still can remember when I was first here-filled with hopes & enthusiasm about the future, about the job I was having…
Now, the feeling & the spirit are fading…

Oh God, can you show me the way? Can you show me any sign?

R.I.P...My “红姨” handphone

A week before...

Mic got problem, the other side couldnt hear what I was talking through it...

2 days before...

Double images appeared in the screen...

1 day before...

Multiple images... o_o walao eh~

18 July 2009

“红姨” handphone is announced D.E.A.D due to multiple internal organs failure...

=_=

xian ler, so many things I saved inside the handphone, lost all the contacts in the phone (forgot to copy in my sim card), lost all the important activities recorded in the calender, lost all the messages I saved...ahhhhhh!!!

Have to wait til Sep to change phone because my sis's contract will be ended by that time...

Time to spend $$$ again =(

The Seventh Month

11^th July…
Gathering with my dear A17-22 Ji-Mui @Delicious, Midvalley
Ya, gathering with my dear ji-mui again…It’s been a period since the last time we had the gathering @teen’s wedding.
As usual, we were chit-chatting from the start til the end of the gathering. The topics we covered are from facial care to the future of having the children. Quite broad huh? Our topics…ahah…
Always great to know the updates of the Ji-mui : Xia is blissfully preparing her wedding, can always see her in the shower of loves; Funn is still as caring and as funny as before, sharing some interesting stories with us; Lee is always the sophisticated style, guess she’s doing well in her 2^nd business; Yeng is still secretive keeping her Mr.Right, but I truly believe someday she’d proudly introduce him ;o)

Happy Bride-to-be YingXia

13^th – 16^th July…

FDA Audit

My company was absolutely in tensed for these few days, especially the Sunshine room. Everybody was prepared themselves in the battlefied – be extra cautious with every action, with every answer given, with every decision made.

Praise the Lord we passed the audit with flying colors – no observation, no recommendation. =)

17^th July…

BBQ @Kent’s house

In conjunction with the celebration of the success FDA Audit and the farewell party with Cyndi, we were having a BBQ party @Kent’s house. Woohoo…so high!

The day before, we went to have the long-waited “xiao long bao” @Ding Tai Fung. Then, we had the shopping for the BBQ together. Fun to have shopping like that though that HaoHao is really not there =_=”’

The BBQ party was fun. The food prepared was really nice. Thanks to Kent…haha! First time having the BBQ Alaska king crab, yummy!

As usual the party is followed by the Wii party again…Guess all of us were really tired after the 4 days battle with FDA auditor, the party was ended earlier unexpectedly.

*Blur*

Juin Mei is pro... =)

18^th July…

Gathering with Triang Buddies

The day was started quite badly. First, my “红姨” handphone is officially announced DEAD. Then, had some quarrels on some small issues…haiz…anyway, let the past be the PAST.

The gathering with my buddies started at night, we were having the dinner @Look Out Point @Ampang. The atmosphere there is quite good, can see the KL night view. But the food, hmm…so so only.

After the dinner, we went for foot massage. This is the first time I’m having foot reflexology, so scared..haha… ( watch too much of 超级掌门人) Well, the treatment was quite good, not really painful as I thought.

The next day, our initial plan was to go Sunway Lagoon. But, too many negative responses from us (Kim said are we too old to go there, me said scared sun-tanned, Tann said not convenient to have water activities…) So, we’ve decided to go to Aquaria. Hmm..the exhibition is ok ok only. Don’t think I’ll go for the second time..haha.. As usual, we were enjoying more in taking photos…haha…

Then, we went for sing-K again…hehe…quite fun =)

For the following weeks, i'll be extremely busy again. Work schedule is almost full, my shell is coming (Sh**!) again, D&D, Team Building..etc.. and of course I'm very excited about Cilla's wedding too!

Looking forward the month of August...GANBATTE!!

流海

"...我是不是该把流海剪短;

还是该勇敢留下来..."

*lame*

不知道要不要把流海剪短咧~虽然现在流海还不算非常长, 可是左看右看又好像不太适合自己似的,

流海长,梳一边---感觉脸好像变大... O_o

其实自己还蛮想留长滴, 很喜欢那种把流海梳边,有气质的感觉, 像这样...

(我也知道自己不是走气质路线啦, 就像try啊~)

可是,自己尝试留长, 中分or旁分, 都好像感觉扁扁滴 =(

还是, 我圆圆的脸, 只适合把流海剪短咧?

朋友们,给点意见吗? hee~

and my latest "look", please see here...
arigatou for the opinions..heehee~